When worst nightmares come true

Clueless factor #2
Have you lived ur life based on fear? Its this unconscious addictment people begin to acquire...they start juggling between depression and stress...they walk the tight rope...ive been there and before i cud realise it,i was engulfed.it becomes a lifestyle...u automatically fear people leaving u or never understanding u.so to avoid the pain of a yet to be established relationship u desert it ...everyday u live of no thoughts of your own but on the recollections of the reproof people had given u the day before.....it is reproof as u deem it cuz it cud have been nothing more but a friendly tip of some sort.This sort of a life.... its more or less like an 8 yr old waiting for the closet monster to pop out any second to scare u.And y does any of thus seem to occur?